Are We In High School Again?

I have met someone who is very special to me.  From the moment I heard her utter the word Feline UTI and saw the smile on her face I was sold.  Crushes come fast and they are unrelenting.

Early on I would stand back and stare at her in awe of her beauty, knowing that without having even spoken a word yet, I wanted to kiss her.  I have never felt so eager before but with her the feeling was overwhelming.

Maybe its been a long time.  Maybe its just real.
The way my brain works, its probably better not to overthink it, but just enjoy the feeling.

They always say that the best relationships are built on a foundation of friendship and I must say that to me she feels like such a great friend, regardless of the short time we've known each other.

What I love best about our connection are the phone calls.
Basically every night since the first time we talked we can be found on the phone from roughly 12:00am to 3am.

Its like a standing phone session that I don't even have to put in my Day Planner.

We laugh, I ramble and we feel comforted.  I feel accepted, a bit adored, and liked.
She just makes me smile so brightly and feel so good inside.  I need to feel that. I deserve to feel that.

Fighting thoughts of unworthiness is common in my broken brain, but she makes me laugh and laugh often.

I hope she sticks around for awhile.  I really do.